January 2012
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I heard today
Stephen Hawking made 70. Fuck me, that’s one fast wheelchair!
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Anonymous asked: When I came across your tumblr, I looked at your links, and clicked on 'Borderline Disorder' feeling curious as I'd never heard of it before.. But while reading, many of the things written were hitting home.. After a bit more research and asking a friend, who agreed, I'm fairly sure I might have BPD.. What should I do?
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“Events are sometimes organized at which thousands of people hold hands and form...”
– Richard Dawkins in New Scientist, 5 June 1993
Inner Strength
If you can start the day without caffeine or pep pills, If you can be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains, If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles, If you can eat the same food everyday and be grateful for it, If you can understand when loved ones are too busy to give you time, If you can overlook when people take things out on you when, through no fault...
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Voices
You know that ringing sound that you will perceive when you are in a very quiet area? Some people say this is an auditory-illusion brought about the ear’s inability to detect frequencies below the threshold of the human senses. This is completely wrong. That ringing covers up something else altogether. If you are quick, patient, and maybe a little lucky, you will be able to hear past the ringing....
December 2011
22 posts
Made of stars
Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics. You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded. Because the elements, the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution weren’t created at the...
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“Living with borderline personality is the most awful thing I have to deal with....”
– http://frail-boned.tumblr.com/ (via tearmyheart-open)
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Bipolar Disorder Support: Studying Abroad [or... →
bipolarsupport:
As a whimsical, adventurous, curious individual, there is nothing that excites me more than exploring new things. I adore other cultures, I’m captivated by new languages, and I absolutely live for learning.
But I can’t travel.
Every time I have to transition, or undergo some sort of change, my…
i am bipolar I and am diagnosed with borderline. and i love to travel too....
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“I’m so tired of trying to say things to people and having them not listen, and...”
– Fiona Apple (via thechocolatebrigade)
I can go from sky high to suicidal in minutes. And...
I don't even want a boyfriend..
honeydust:
strokemybipolarbear:
Smh. :(
me neither. i do, but i don’t. i need to get laid but can’t warp my head around getting that close to a person anymore.
fuck. i posted twice. godamn meds.
I don't even want a boyfriend..
honeydust:
strokemybipolarbear:
Smh. :(
me neither. i do, but i don’t. i need to get laid but can’t warp my head around getting that close to a person anymore.
i cant see me ever having a close relationship with any person anymore. i dont even have one with myself.
I don't even want a boyfriend..
honeydust:
strokemybipolarbear:
Smh. :(
me neither. i do, but i don’t. i need to get laid but can’t warp my head around getting that close to a person anymore.
i cant see me ever having a close relationship with any person anymore. i dont even have one with myself.
“Get yourself in that intense state of being next to madness. Keep yourself in,...”
– Tom Robbins (via breathemystardust)
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James Claims - Manic Depression and Philosophy: 10... →
jamesclaims:
I know you’re feeling this way, but it will pass in time
Is there anything I can do to relieve stress for you?
Is there anything I can do for you? Shopping, talking to teachers, food?
Are you thinking of harming yourself?
There are people willing to help, I can help you find them.
Do you…
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“Borderline Personality Disorder is like emotional dyslexia because there is a...”
– SONIA NEALE (via timegrowslarge)
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update
just came from the doc. demanded that they finally get my mental health team together. so i should hear from them next he promised me. let’s see. but all in all this was the first serious conversation i had with these dumbhats since i walked in there for the first time a month ago.
i hope the finally manage to assemble a mental health team for me. i feel like slipping into depression deeper...
November 2011
109 posts
thats it
i smoked my last cigarette. i refuse to pay to get my body more destroyed than i already do. i expect 2 weeks of pure terror. but i will get through this. fuck this. it`s too expensive and it makes me sick. i quit. after 20 years of smoking i just had my last cig. i will not touch cigarettes unless i roll a joint ever again.
One of my best friends was in the hospital last...
I'm the only one that thinks im going crazy, and I...
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That's so meme: HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY... →
thats-so-meme:
Someone posted this on our college group on Facebook. Not sure if it’s real or not but it’s still funny in a nerdy way xD:
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington Chemistry mid-term: The answer by one student was so ‘profound’ that the professor shared it…
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job trial today
trial work went well. very nice people working there. confident about a steady job. but until january all i get is a day now and then. next saturday i work and get paid. so thats a start. and i told the boss that i could really need the hours in december. but if there is not enough work, what can he do. anyway. i am pretty satisfied with the trial run. and next time getting paid is some good news...
thx everybody
for your kind words of encouragement. nice to know that at least some people pay attention and follow the changes i am going through right now. thank you guys so much!!!
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thx!!!
wretched-girl replied to your post: note to self
you got this, you’re gonna amaze them! don’t be nervous :)
thank you. i can really use any good vibes i can get. havent been on a job trial for years. every job i just got after the first interview. so i am kinda nervous to make some stupid mistakes. because thats just me.
on the other hand when it comes to work. i can be a real pro. and i can...